nihix : trying to make sense of chaos, absurdities, life et. al.

Latest — Jan 1, 2026

Breathing... inside uncertainties

This essay is not about happiness or hope. It’s about what remains when illusions fail – when meaning doesn’t arrive, ambition thins, and pretending becomes too expensive. Read, if you’re willing to stay without consolation.

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The Cult of the Necessary Monster

Many companies don’t collapse from bad strategy, but from worshipping loud, fear-driven leaders who mistake urgency for intelligence. Let's together unravel the myth of the “necessary monster” – and understand why humane leadership wins every time.

The Quiet Betrayal of Trust : A Life Viewed Through the Principal-Agent Problem

Every time we hand over trust to – leaders, systems, or even our future selves – we risk betrayal. Let's explore this conundrum through the lens of the principal-agent problem, and explore what unfolds when trust is delegated in a world ruled by self-interest.

The Vectorized Mind : Memory, Thought, and Creativity in High Dimensions

Is our memory a biological search engine, powered by high-dimensional "data embeddings"? Let's Explore how thought and creativity arise from neural vectors. Are we just pattern matchers, or something far more profound? Let's dive-in...

Are We All Just Narrators of Our Own Nonexistent Stories?

What if our life isn’t a story – but a narration stitched by a mind afraid of silence? Perhaps the self we defend never truly existed. Let's reflect together and understand whether we are beings who live… or merely narrators of our own beautiful fictions.

When Growth Becomes Decay : The Thermodynamics of Leadership

A growing organization rarely collapses from competition – it collapses from physics : growth breeds entropy, voices amplify noise, indecision corrodes trust, teams replicate chaos. Thus, leadership isn’t control – it’s the art of symphony on the edge of chaos. Let's explore..

When Systems Pretend to Matter

What if systems don’t mean anything? Not the market. Not the law. Not even our mind. What if the meaning we see is just a reflection of our craving for order? Let's dissect to understand and burn the scaffolding, and start again...

The End of Labour, the Rise of Intelligence : Rewriting the Economic Equation in the Age of GenAI

In an age where AI makes intelligence abundant, labour is no longer the engine of value. The new currency? Intention, integrity, and orchestration. But in a world of infinite possibility, what will we choose to build – and what will we choose to limit? Let's explore ...

Intelligence as Capital : The Economic and Philosophical Future of Synthetic Minds

As AI becomes capital – outthinking us, out-scaling us – what happens to human purpose? When intelligence is no longer rare, but owned, automated, and commodified, do we evolve or disappear? Let's dive into the future where minds are built, not born.